is this really me?

I’m not used to muscles still the skinny lank-jobbed boy who was so awkward with people skirting age thirty now packing on pounds pounding the gym power lifts and power squats a beefcake ? apparently still and little meek a little boy at times not at home in one’s own skin feel like a poser,Continue reading “is this really me?”

no patience for anyone

god, people are fucking boring zestless sacks of blood and bone and unoriginal thoughts if not, if they burst at the seams with creativity and life those people are flakes and I don’t care for them either the dull ones, the fiery ones both are good for something entertainment, mostly and keeping each other busyContinue reading “no patience for anyone”