humanity

the shirt

the modern oaf whose tee shirt shouts a declaration far louder and with far more wit than he himself could ever manage and so, he exists in my memories the shirt more exceptional than the wearer

I’m not used to muscles still the skinny lank-jobbed boy who was so awkward with people skirting age thirty now packing on pounds pounding the gym power lifts and power squats a beefcake ? apparently still and little meek a little boy at times not at home in one’s own skin feel like a poser,Continue reading “is this really me?”

no patience for anyone

god, people are fucking boring zestless sacks of blood and bone and unoriginal thoughts if not, if they burst at the seams with creativity and life those people are flakes and I don’t care for them either the dull ones, the fiery ones both are good for something entertainment, mostly and keeping each other busyContinue reading “no patience for anyone”

grand finally

it dismays me to no limit the lengths and depths at which the glitz and glamour grows to provide pleasant distraction while our humanity ebbs away what dismays me even more are the lengths we will go to participate the depths to which we will sink I begin to fear that our end will notContinue reading “grand finally”

pretty to sit and watch this horror-show to see these interwoven strands of brutal humanity play on and off of suffering all that’s left for me is curiousity the virtue of choice in all the cruelty my will must be giving my self, selfless my heart must reside outside and pound out the rhythm ofContinue reading “humanity”