see the people, watch them wearing the hats and suits and jewelry that you wore once and wish you could don again even if only for a night see all the different faces you could make and varied words you could picture uttering from your mouth long for a myriad of realities that are notContinue reading “the hats I once wore”
Tag Archives: envy
struggle and envy
she tells me: I don’t know how you do it after a few shots of heavy stuff I don’t know how you handle it well, I don’t know how YOU do it every day, no help or buffer no aid in numbing the pain to me you are the stronger person do not envy me
I, martyr
a bad case of martyrdom Jesus Christ fever do it to myself every time take it all, take it on refuse anyone’s help shrug it off, wave them away leave me be, I’ll be fine don’t need a soul got it covered fuck off really could use a hand damned if I’ll ever ask asContinue reading “I, martyr”
i’m sorry
sorry to disturb you but I believe I am in love I hate to take you away from your complicated life and your shiny new home and your yard and your ring and that boy that you call a husband and that job you claim to hate I’m sorry but I am in love canContinue reading “i’m sorry”
pricks and douchebags
do I really want to be like douche bags, ass holes, pricks that I see on TV or do I just want to be on TV probably, but if I’m on TV that means I must just be another douche bag, ass hole, prick think I’d rather watch
almost 7
I am a six watching eight just a step far from overcoming trapped by fate’s harsh turn tell me what’s wrong with you just a fall away from seven shy a hair of perfection a six watching eight
a pleasant reunion
I believe if some people back home were to see a stranger on the street suddenly materialize as me they’d spew green vomit on the sidewalk my only wish is that I’d have a pot to catch that puke and cook it up and eat another day with belly full and happy then I’d smileContinue reading “a pleasant reunion”
trapped like a wolf in a noose
old paradoxical mind trap: bewilderment and envy bewilderment that human beings commit such acts and envy of those who partake
